Apparently I totally lied when I promised that I'd get back to normal blogging this week. I just don't know what to do with this space anymore. I feel like I've had to take steps away from honesty, in part because I'm not comfortable putting some of the truths out for public consumption and in part because there's only so long the angsty, neurotic, compulsively over-analytic nutcase that is my honesty makes for an interesting read. Then the question becomes, if this blog is not a place where I can speak my truth, what value does it provide?
And I don't know the answer to that.
I know that I need to write to live, but I'm not sure that this space can feed me anymore. I don't know, right now, what to do or how to do it. Maybe I just need a break. Maybe I need to reassess what I'm using this space for. Maybe I need to have my head examined.
I don't know.